Tonight I want to tell you (more like complain, really) about exams.
I'm currently in the middle of midterm week right now, but today was my day off because I had no exam. That's one thing that I love about FISIP in the middle of exam week, when you had no exam scheduled, be very happy because you don't have to go to class. In another word, temporary holiday. Yay! Even though it still suck a lil' bit because you can't help but think of those exams that you haven't had yet. Sigh.
The thing about exam in college is, you have to write your answer in a folio sheet, and it is not a good thing. Folio sheet means you have to write so many words for just one question. I hate it. Like stated in previous post, I can't write to save my life. So how do you expect me to write practically one page story about a question I didn't even care about? I made it through 2 term in college by bullshit-ing (is that even a word?). Every exams I tried so hard to write as many as I can, but still I can't write that much unlike some people in my class who is like a god of public administration or something. Yeah that's how I see them sometimes, haha.
So basically this past year I made it through every exam by trying to prolong every answer as long as I can in things I (sometimes) didn't even understand. Yeah, that's right, sometimes I didn't know or forget (I'm so forgetful it's not even funny) the answer and then just write what I know and the rest is me bullshit-ing. I'm so bad at being a college student... By the way, I'm majoring in public administration. Oh my god, what the hell right? I don't even like citizenship (kewarganegaraan or PPKN in Indonesia) subject in elementary school, middle school AND high school. And now I ended up in public administration which is like citizenship, but more thorough in explaining all the things about how things work in your country. Heh. What a joke.
Anyways, I think this midterm is the worst I ever do in exams. The subject is just so bleh. There's still so many things I don't understand.. Well it's my fault really for being so oppose to studying. Sigh. Now I just can hope for the best, may the lecturer be kind and grant me good grades. Aamiin.